After traveling down this very long road of self discovery, love, and independence, I've finally stepped out of my dark hiding place of shadows. I've found a need to create art again and the drive feels so good. It feels like I have a purpose. Hopefully it will propel me to anchor my will and fight harder. Even though the outlook seems dire with businesses closing their doors all around , I intend to get back on track, pay off debts and obtain a loan so I can finish the last few years at the Academy. I want to finally Graduate.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I turn 23. I feel like change is in the cards. I have a home, I'm loved, I feel safe and those are some things I hadn't acquired until now. I've gotten a chance to experience life. I have moments in which can be remembered with a smile. I still have a wish list of course . I want to see my brothers and sister whom I haven't seen in over a year. But I guess for somethings I just have to wait.